Pregnacy and birth

Monday, December 13, 2004

Baby number 7

I have a horrible head cold and it just won't let up. The left side of my face is congested and Ihave a horrible cough. Plus the tooth hole is still hurting whcich doesn't help. I need to be heavily medicated so I can just sleep. I slept most of yesterday away...... --------------------
Sep 17 2004, 06:25 PM
Heartburn YAY!!!! And nothing is helping. I hate this part of pg. I am still needinga nap in the afternoon so I lay down wiht Ella. Her being in our bed is making nighttime very hard on both Dennis and myself

Sep 19 2004, 08:54 AM

Ahhh the end of the week. Tomorrow it starts all over again. 22 weeks and I don't feel too badly. I jsut did a short yoga work out and have laundry going, the bed stripped and am about to do my floors. Woopee. the girls are at mums watching the ceilings being put in. I need ot go over and get some shelves as I figure out the logistics of 5 children in two bedrooms. They own a damn library!


din't realize I could hate the medical prefession anymore than I already do. Totally useless appointment today. I told the OB they could ruin someones pg and brith experience as I told them I would NOT be comeing back. They tried to force me to a high risk dr. WTF. I have had 4 babies on medication and doone has bothered me. I turn 35 and now I am high risk. PLEASE. so no more prenatal care and NO ONe haleping wiht the birht. Period. And now to come off of almost 9 years of benzo's without ending up hospitalized becasue noone wants to prescribe them this time and I am being tossed from provider to provider. THE SOUTH SUCKS!!!!!!! Well, I just tossed myself away from all of them. GO AWAY!!!! --------------------

Sept 23 2004, 07:46 PM

Spoke with Kellly todya--looks like I am going ot hae to see the high risk ob anyway She wants backup for a homebirth. Well since I LOVE this woman and she understnds how off the wall I am I guess I will be going to my appt on the 28th. Now not to get lost in Orlando --------------------
sept 25, 2004

leg cramps started last night. I hobbled around at three this morning trying to get the calf pain to go away. Can't find any homeopathics yet but I did find that belladonna has more uses than just my headaches. TOO COOL.
Sep 25 2004, 11:25 AM

(MaddysMom @ Sep 23 2004, 10:13 PM)
Awww Heidi, I know exactly how you feel (except for the high risk stuff)...because I really, really wanted an unassisted home birth with this one, but my hubby flipped out and made me go to the hospital. Ohhh if you haven't read Kai's birth story you should! It pisses me off so much that we had to waste the money to have him at a hospital, plus I really wanted to do the jacuzzi thing, just to experience it. Hospital births are so chaotic and there's nothing sacred, and that's why I want to avoid them! So hugs, and I know how you feel!
Thanks Jenn..I am off to your birth story! Kelli will be my midwife but I will call her late enough into the labor that she just won't be able to make it. WINK, LOL At least I will be getting my tub birth even if she DOES happen to arrive on time. The benefit of having her come after the birth is that baby can get weighed and printed. Plus she has this great BORN AT HOME onsie her patients get and these little knitted hats.


Sep 28 2004, 05:36 AM

WWWAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHWAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHI am sick of being pg. I want a beer. I want to fit in my clothes. I want to sleep.

I had hoped it was just allergies but I I have cuaght a cold wiht the acompanying throwing up...... --------------------

Sep 30 2004, 09:06 AM

O now know this is not allergies.....I am feeling a bit better but am still under the weather as they say. I am so glad I got as much sleep as I did yesterday and that mum took the girls.... Now if they cooperate and let me rest as much as possible today then I should be okay --------------------

Oct 1 2004, 07:14 AM
I am not wanting a beer today. I cannot beliieve how sick I am. I want to lame it on runningout of vit C but I think the huurricane brought something upon me....OH no I am going to throw up again................Oct 2 2004, 03:11 PM
Man have I grown!!! and I am still sick

Oct 5 2004, 02:57 PM

HMMMM, well I met with Kelli today nad I am rethinking my UC. She doesn't want to see me again until December because I have one more follow up wiht the high risk ob for a trans vag US. So I am wondering why I should bother? She showed no concern about me hemmorraging because my last birth had so litle blood. And it was over 100 miles round trip..... I have some serious sould serching to do.. My heart says try it on my own.



Nov 28 2004, 11:14 AM

Time is counting down just as the space in my uterus is running out. . . . Instead of big rolls I am getting elbows knees and the behind sticking out. I am not convinced that the picture of the baby's foot outline in utero to be an illusion by a clever photographer. Too much tissue: dermal and uterine muscle for an outline to be that clear. How am I feeling about birth. Apprehansive just as most third trimester's are! LOL--you'd think I have never had a child! My dreams are vivid and am often anxious but so very tired. The girls know it and prey on my weakness. stats 132 lbs38 inches round 31 cm fundal height32 weeks --------------------


Nov 29 2004, 12:38 PM
UGH, so tired. Ended up on the couch again last night because I just can't seem to regulate my temperature. And Ella woke twice looking to nurse but I am too uncomfortable to lay in the position she needs for very long. Letting her get a little suckle and then giveng her the bottle is working but I can't imagine she is going to want to give up the boob for bottle once I have plentiful milk. Of course at that point it won't matter because the belly will be gone! Baby's head is down and ready for birth. I am so tempted to try a natural induction and it is all I can do to wait! I have been having plenty of sex but I simply do not want to walk. And yoga is still taxing me. It has to be the low iron. I haven't had this problem in the past so I can honestly say every pg is different! I have started regularly visualizing opening up to birth the baby in the hopes that labor will be quick and relatively painless. Of course I shouldn't worry after Ella's easy birht but again every pg is different and she was only a bit over 6 lbs. I can already tell I am carrying a big baby. And it is ALL baby, LOL. --------------------

Dec 3 2004, 10:56 AM

49 days to go until due date....... I am hating pregnancy right now
Dec 12, 09:52 AM

34 weeks:Update: weight: 136cervix posterior but shorter than last check. And closedMotherwort (2x) being used daily and flax-EPO insterted at least once a day. How am I feeling? I am nesting right now. Today I will clean the bathrooms. A couple days ago I moved my room around to fit a cosleeper. Now to find one.Aches and pains: My lower back is in agony. It is so hard to get comfortable right now and I am lloing for ward to haveing my body back, at least partially. I have determined to get this baby used to a bottle imediately. I am using the new plaxtex nursers with liners. The two Isis breast pumps are ready to go--now to list this new one on ebay


Dec 13, 2005, 11:59 AM


YEHAW 39 days until due date. I have started black and blue cohosh along wiht motherwort and fenegreek in hopes that I will go early. My body aches and I am ready to go at any time!!!!!